Tonight the foxes hunt the hounds.

Today I

• Helped my dad with business stuff
• Scheduled to get my taxes done
• Signed up for Big Brothers Big Sisters

And now I’m going to pick up my brother and sister and go to work. 

I will still stand by the statement that drugs and alcohol are just a pathetic excuse to deal with your problems.

Yes I’ve tried drugs, yes I’ve been drunk.  But no, I don’t think it’s responsible or very intelligent and I don’t have much respect for people who do it on a daily basis.  

Get a real hobby.  There are people with way worse problems than you.  There are so many other causes you could spend that $40 that you just spent on that handle.   

I don’t know, I just wish the generation I was growing up in wasn’t so fucking stupid and harmful. 

God damn.

I’m just really fucking stressed and sick of everything being my fault.  I’m just trying to figure shit out and it sucks.  I’m indecisive and annoying and I’m fucking sorry.

I just want a break.  I want to sit down and not worry about money, bills, and how I’m going to afford stupid shit every single day.  

I don’t know what I want to do with my life, so stop asking me.  I’ll figure it out.  And when I do, I’ll be happy.  So maybe I’ll just take a break from everything and see where it goes. 

I meant sick.  ):  

But Adam sucks the most. 

I’m so suck I can’t breathe at all, I’m coughing and my throat burns, and my nose is also bright red and hurts so bad from blowing it.

I hate this.